without you..... ( tanpa mu )

without you ..
This night was very quiet.
only the occasional sound of crickets broke the silence.
Sometimes loud. jerked my thoughts.
Sometimes melancholy. evocative corner of my heart.
Harass all my silence. Return the memories of old times.
My moments close to you.

Krik! Krik!
The voices were getting more and more formations.
rhythmically in my ear.
follow the pulse-beat of my heart. feel more toned.
as if he asked me to dance step.
grains and small grains rotate
one ... two ... one .. two ...
I danced. spinning. menari.sufi
in rhythm illusion. I'm more fun to dream.

I kept dancing. to fly. floated.
to penetrate the clouds. smoother. gentle.
touched by my fingertips.
white. biaskan beautiful light in my eyes.

I kept dancing. entertain themselves. fill the quiet.
carve feeling on these days. without you.
I sank into nadaku.
dissolved in a series of words.

I kept dancing. and will continue to dance.
until you come to replace.
until you re-cast the lonely night.
I pick you up at the end of the evening blessing


*********arti**********
tanpa mu..
malam ini terasa sepi sekali.
hanya sesekali suara jangkrik memecah kebisuan.
Kadang nyaring. menyentak lamunanku.
Kadang pilu. menggugah sudut hatiku.
Mengusik segala diamku. Kembalikan kenangan waktu dulu.
Saat-saat ku dekat dengan mu.

Krik! Krik!
Suara-suara itu semakin lama makin membahana.
berirama di telingaku.
mengikuti detak-detak jantungku. terasa semakin bernada.
seakan mengajakku melangkah untuk berdansa.
dan memutar butiran butiran kecil
satu... dua... satu.. dua...
aku berdansa. berputar. menari.sufi
dalam irama ilusi. aku semakin asyik bermimpi.

Aku terus menari. terbang. melayang.
sampai menembus gumpalan awan. halus. lembut.
tersentuh oleh ujung-ujung jariku.
putih. biaskan cahaya indah di pelupuk mataku.

Aku terus menari. menghibur diri. mengisi sepi.
mengukir rasa pada hari-hari ini. tanpamu.
aku tenggelam dalam nadaku.
terlarut dalam rangkaian kata-kataku.

Aku terus menari. dan akan tetap menari.
sampai kau datang mengganti.
sampai kau kembali mengusir malam yang sepi.
hingga ku jemput ridho mu di penghujung malam.....